jeudi 21 novembre 2019

Gregory Sullivan Isaac's new work for the Violins of Hope to be premièred

Musik Fabrik is proud to announce the première of an important work for string orchestra by noted American composer Gregory Sullivan Isaacs. The work, entitled «Night Into Dawn » was commissioned by Gary Levinson (Principal Associate Concertmaster of the Dallas Symphony) for The Violins of Hope, Miami and The Young Israel Congregation and The Shul of Bal Harbour. The work will be premièred on December 2nd, 2019 at 8 P.M. at The Shul Sanctuary, 9540 Collins Avenue, Surfside, FL

The Violins of Hope are violins that were played by Jews during the Holocaust and have been restored by Amnon Weinstein. Night Into Dawn is a programmatic work that describes the Night, the decent of anti-Semitism, the brutality of the Holocaust and the Dawn, the renewal of the Jewish spirit.

“Since the Violins of Hope project is about the restored instruments, I decided to write individual and unique parts for each player rather than dividing them into larger groups such as first and second violins,” said Isaacs. The piece lasts about 12 minutes and Isaacs will conduct this world premiere performance.

Violinist Gary Levinson will sit in the solo violin chair and also act as concertmaster. “Gary and I are close friends and I am grateful for his energy that made this all possible,” said Isaacs.

jeudi 7 mars 2019

Just released: the new edition of Claude Debussy's Poème for violin and orchestra, completed by Robert Orledge

orchestration: 21EH22/4200/timp/1perc(susp. cym;/trangle)hp/strings (minimum 12.10.8.6.4) with solo violin

duration: aprox: 10'00"

Hear a live performance:


Debussy’s close friendship with the American violinist Arthur Hartmann (1881-1956) began in 1908, and in the summer of 1910 they planned an American tour of 24 East Coast cities during January-February 1912. During this tour, Debussy was to “conduct the orchestra, an opera of my composition [possibly at this stage The Fall of the House of Usher], or play the piano.” And in every concert, Hartmann was to perform Debussy’s specially composed Poème pour violon et orchestre as the main highlight of the evening. Although the fee of $15000 that Debussy demanded eventually proved too high for the organisers, he wrote two themes for the Poème in 1910, and in January 1914, when he arranged his piano prelude Minstrels for ‘piano et Hartmann’, he added three more, quite extended, and motivically linked themes. As in the case of his sketches for the contemporary ballet No-ja-li, these were virtually all the material necessary for him to complete the work, and as Debussy had no hesitation in asking other composers, such as André Caplet, Charles Koechlin and Henri Busser, to help him complete or orchestrate his works in the 1910-14 period, Robert Orledge decided to complete this masterful work, which was premièred in its final form on 4 March 2013 by Isabelle Faust (Vln), with Orchestre de Lyon, conducted by Heinz Holliger. For more infromatino and for links to purchase scores/piano reductions, please visit this page.

lundi 13 avril 2015

La Mystère Tisné X

I was away on a much deserved vacation.  I never take vacations, but when I do, I don't check phone messages and I don't check email.  Vacation time is the time that I unplug everything.  So, when I got back, I had to emails from something called "Résonances Contemporaines".  If you work in New Music, all you have to do is read these two words and you know exactly what this is about.  These are the "pur et dur" of the New Music field:  the faithful, who still know how to count from zero to eleven.  They had written me because they were doing a radio show on Antoine's music.  They needed someone to interview.  And so they had sent me an email. 

I received the email on Sunday evening and the radio show was to be recorded the following Wednesday.  I immediately wrote back saying that I would be delighted to participate.  Then on Monday, I called.  I talked to a gentleman who said, essentially, that the position had been filled.  They already had someone to talk about Tisné and didn't need another person.  I said that I had something about this music that I to say, that only I knew about and needed to tell.  I told them that I had a letter from Antoine saying that I was the one he wanted to talk about his music;  And I told them about all of the work we had done together  The gentleman then said "well, yes, we also knew Antoine quite well.  We knew him from Bordeaux..." and then he waited.  I didn't know what to say and went on with my spiel.  He told me that this was all about the CDMC presentation in November.  He asked me if I was part of that.  I said that this was the first time that I had heard of it.  He told me that they were doing this to tie into the CDMC presentation.  I asked him who was organizind this and he gave me the name of the directress of the CDMC.

The CDMC or "Centre de Documentation de La Musique Contemporaine" (Contemporary Music Documentation Center) has always been a great mystery to me.  I have never figured what it does or why it exists.  It serves as a sort of Quartier Générale for people who work in New  Music, for composers and for arts administrators.  I first heard about this when I was a featured soloist at the Donne in Musica festival in Italy in 1997.  This was the year in which I was in conflict with the aging pioneer of women's music who ran a recording operation in Eastern Europe, mainly because she hadn't paid my fee.  She had proceeded to tell anyone who would listen that I was a dangerous menace to women everywhere because I was a sex maniac and a serial rapist (she seemed to have missed a few chapters, somehow).  So, I was a HUGE hit at this women's music festival. 

When I met the directress of the CDMC there, it was love at first sight "Ah, so YOU'RE the sex maniac! I've always wanted to met one of those".  We sat together at one of the presentations.  She asked me what composers I liked.  I answered that I was very eclectic and as an example, I had projects going with both Jean Françaix and Antoine Tisné.  "Ah",  she replied, "the two composers whose music I hate the most!"  When she saw my reaction, she said "You won't say anything, will you?"  And I haven't...until now.  But I must admit that I laughed when the CDMC was forced to organize a Françaix exposition after his death.  Françaix would have liked that.  I did however ask her what she liked.  And she replied "well, there was about a minute of piece by X that I heard a few weeks ago that I thought was okay..."  Immediately, a musician can tell which camp somebody else is in.  There are those of us who LOVE music and wallow in the act of writing, performing and listening to it.  And there are those who hate everything that isn't perfectly suited to their World view. I am in the former camp.  She was in the latter.   A misdealt hand.  Oh, well, you can't win them all.

And later, when we started publishing music, Antoine had me take several scores down to the CDMC to deposit them there.  I took them to the very nice clerk who said "We can't take these:  they don't fit our criteria....However, we would like to encourage you to submit other scores".  I didn't quite know what to say and managed to blurt out that Antoine was a Prix de Rome, after all....to which she replied "Second Grand Prix".....as they all do.  And then she said, "well, we can't just take anything.  We have standards, you know....but we would like to encourage you to come back with other works which may fit our standards".  So, I stood there and looked at her for a moment. And then I said "Okay, let me get this straight:  I am supposed to produce scores for you for free and then I am supposed to bring them down here for you to pass judgment on them?".  And she said "yes, that's how we work".  And I said "fine, let's just forget that I ever came here".  And I walked out.   And I never went back there again.   For any reason.

So, the CDMC was organizing an Antoine Tisné seminar.  It just didn't compute.  I went to their site and the directress was no longer the woman I had met long ago.  So, I figured that maybe things were different now;  And so I went to my papers, found the letter and scanned it.  I wrote to the woman in charge and said that I had a message to pass on , something that Antoine had wanted me to say.  I had a responsibility to say something that only I knew.  And then, a few days later I called them.

After the usual adminstrative game of telephone tag, I finally got a person.  She explained to me that a flute player named Christel Rayneau had produced a recording of Tisné pieces for flute.  This seminar was organized to promote the recording.  She gave me Christel Rayneau's email.  And since I was in the middle of organizing an orchestral recording for Thérèse Brenet, I needed to find a flute soloist.  I figured that if Christel Rayneau liked Tisné that I didn't need to convince her to record Brenet.  I called her and gave her a meeting at my usual café, "Le Père Tranquil" at Les Halles. 

And so I met Christel and we started talking about Antoine and his music.  I started talking about the last phase of his life and the simplification of Antoine's style at the end.  I told her about the Five Modal Preludes...and she replied "I'm not interested in teaching pieces".  And then I told her about Antoine's love of film music and wanting to break out of his "serious music" box to write what he really felt.  The response was immediate and without hesitation "I don't think so".  And so I said, "Okay, well read this. "  And I gave her a copy of the letter.  Which she read.  And then she said "you need to participate in the seminar.  I will call the person organizing it.  But you must be there." 

So I wrote to this woman, who was part of something called "L'Observatoire de la Musique Française" attached to the Sorbonne. . . I still don't know what they observe or why this organism exists.  I don't think that French Music really needs to be observed in any way, only appreciated.  But soon, I and Jean-Thierry had an appointment at the CDMC to discuss how we could become part of this project.  Everything had already been planned....or rather it had been put on paper, because I started getting calls from people who were trying to prepare their presentations.  There were no sources and they were looking for information.  These people were only interested in one thing:  that I give them everything I knew about their subject in a fifteen minute phone conversation.  I told them what I could, but I also told them that there was no way that I could ever explain any of this in fifteen minutes.  However, there was one position available:  They had asked Claude Samuel, the former head of Radio France to be the moderator of this event...and, probably because Antoine's words were still ringing in his ears from the "Le Chant des Yeux" he had the good sense and elegance to refuse the invitation.  Would we moderate? We agreed to meet with the directress of the CDMC, this woman and other people to discuss this;

I put the letter, the Prix de Rome Medal and the manuscript into my briefcase.  Jean-Thierry printed out the biography that he written for Antoine, that Antoine loved.  So we took another elevator up to the offices of the CDMC.  We were ushered into a conference room with a white plastic table and plastic chairs.  There was the small, nondescript woman from the mysterious "Observatoire de la Musique Française", the directress of the CDMC who had known Antoine from her days at the French Cultural Ministry and who I believe actually liked him.  And then there was some sort of archivist or a librarian who was clearly extremely, profoundly and totally bored, even before the meeting started.  You can't imagine anyone more bored than this woman;  She did not want to be there.  She had no interest in Antoine Tisné or anything that I had to say.  I don't know what she wanted in life, but it sure as hell wasn't this!

There was discussion about Tisné's papers, which had all apparently destroyed, including the six volumes of his diary and all of the correspondence.  This made no sense to me, as Jean-Thierry and I had always joked about "Antoine had added another document to his papers to be sent to the Bibliothèque Nationale" each time he sent me a card or a letter.  It was clear that he was writing to me, but also for posterity.  What could have happened?  I didn't get it.

So, I got my medal, my manuscript and my letter out of my briefcase.  And I started telling this story.  And clearly, it wasn't of interest.  The directress seemed quite sympathetic, but the woman organizing this seemed quite hostile.  What I had to say did not go with what she had planned.  The librarian said "it's all been planned.  We have no time".  And finally the directress said "you remember the last time, with the seminar about X....you remember all of those people who were angry, who were upset  We can't have that again, can we?".  And I said "I can't promise that I won't be emotional about this, because I've lived this in my bones.  This is part of who I am now and I can't be objective about this". 

And the Observatoire woman said "yes,...well, you know, we need to give as much time as we can to the professionals who are trained musicologists.  People like you are interesting, but they can't really give us the objective view we need to analysis this music.  You must understand that....But we certainly want you to come and be in the audience".  I told her that there was no way that I was going to sit in the audience all day to listen to people tell me things that I already knew or which I knew were wrong.  And I said that it would be much better for them if I wasn't there, since if things were said that I didn't agree with, I was not going to remain silent.  And everyone stopped talking and looked at each other.  So, I put my medal, my letter and my manuscript back into my briefcase and shut my mouth.

So, here we were, being ushered back to the elevator.  And it was something like 16h30 or something like that.  And here I am with this smug little woman in front of me who has just cut me out of her existence and who thought that she had had the last word.  And here I was, at yet anothe elevator.  And I turned to her and was suddenly gripped with a rage unlike any other I have ever felt.

Antoine and I had gotten out.  We had found the one exit, the one that lead to freedom.  We had done this together.  And here was this smug little woman, this musical grave-digger who was using her petty authority to cut the one moment of truth out of this whole action. They were forcibly stuffing Antoine back into his suit, back into his office at the cultural ministry.  The wild magic that we had tried to evoke together was worthless in the face of this administrative bureaucracy.  All of our dreams.  All of our vision. The whole meaning of the story, completely lost.  Even Antoine's letter was useless. 

So, as the elevator doors opened, I looked at this woman with rage, with the whole of my being in pain  And then, as they had so many years ago, the elevator doors closed.  And that was all.

And here, finally is the message that I needed to give to the World.  You can take this or leave it, but here it is. 

Antoine Tisné died a free man.  He found his way out of this intellectually sterile world of calculating music through counting and equations and found his way to a World of pure sound and gestures.  He got back to the origins of music, but because he had put himself through this extreme discipline of complete objective, calculated sound, he found his way into that rare, completely illuminated space where Sound is inhibited by Joy.  Where there is only the pure pleasure of making beautiful sounds.  And when he got there, he was able to leave this Earth with his head up, having done his life's work. 

There is no greater compliment that one can give to a musician.  And even if I am the only person who understands this, I know this to be true.

They gave this seminar.  It's on the web.  You can listen to it if you want.  I won't, ever. They did read Jean-Thierry's biographical sketch of Antoine.  He wonders why.  I think that it's probably because they knew what they had done and were guilty about it.  I don't care, because I have given the message.  You have it now. 

There is a postscript to this story.  A very strange postscript.  One which I did not expect, but which, as everything that concerns Antoine, revealed itself without warning.  After having gone through this whole business of reliving Antoine's life and death though this experience, there was a period of a couple of weeks where I could not sleep. There was something that I needed to understand that I wasn't seeing.  I knew that it was there if I could see it  But I didn't see it.   Maybe I didn't want to see it.

And then one day, I did a websearch on Antoine.  And I came across this video:  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ug6omJMZZh8  There was Nicole Proop....And there was Antoine.  And then there was this thing about "Les Pélérins" D'Arès".  So, one websearch and then it all clicked into place.  There was "Les Voiles de La Nuit", "Ombres de Feu", "Psalmodies", there were the "biblical landscapes".  There were both the cave painters of Altamira and the post-apocalyptic landscape ravaged by nuclear warfare.  

Antoine was part of a religious sect, a very stupid religious sect called "Les Pélérins" D'Arès". There was this guy, a former physicist,  who lived in this village in the Arcachon region of France, just above Bordeaux.  During the 1970s, he had 40 days of visits by Jesus and then a few years later, 5 days of visits by God the Father.  This man created a  kind of a religious cocktail, as if you took Jewish, Christian and Muslim belief and shook them all together to make one big thing. 

One day, Antoine had shown me a very mysterious photo of a place near a pond where he had gone years before....and this also explained why such a large number of strange musicians came from the area of Bordeaux.   It was the kind of thing that Antoine would fall into, hook, line and sinker  And finally, I think that he probably understood that he was being played for a fool.  He probably had been asked to contribute more or something llike that.  Or maybe he thought that these people could heal him....and they couldn't.  So, here he was, with his entire life's work based on this lie....and he couldn't do anything about that.  So, he cleaned it up the best he could. 

When I first understood what all of this meant, I was angry.  I mean, here I had been thinking that I was doing all of these sacred music concerts and finally, it was all about this sect that was maybe sincere... but this is not what I had signed up to do.  I thought of leading all of those people through Erfurt, thinking I was doing one thing, and actually doing something else. 

And then I thought "He might have told me".  I mean, composers are a strange lot most of the time.  I'm used to people who believe in all sorts of things.  And I don't mind at all.  I mean, there is the late French composer that we all know about who was a Raelian.  This doesn't make his music any better or worse.  With Antoine, I could have understood.  It didn't need to be such a big deal. 

And yet, here is the mystery. I think that I knew Antoine Tisné better than anyone, except perhaps David Niemann.  I lead him to his death and am here to tell his story now.  And yet, I never really knew him.  He will always remain a complete mystery to me  But perhaps the greatest clue was given to me by Thérèse Brenet, in the poem by Edgar Alan Poe that she used for her guitar concerto.  "A Dream Within A Dream".

Take this kiss upon the brow!
And, in parting from you now,
Thus much let me avow —
You are not wrong, who deem
That my days have been a dream;
Yet if hope has flown away
In a night, or in a day,
In a vision, or in none,
Is it therefore the less gone
All that we see or seem
Is but a dream within a dream.

I stand amid the roar
Of a surf-tormented shore,
And I hold within my hand
Grains of the golden sand —
How few! yet how they creep
Through my fingers to the deep,
While I weep — while I weep!
O God! Can I not grasp
Them with a tighter clasp?
O God! can I not save
One from the pitiless wave?
Is all that we see or seem
But a dream within a dream?

My tale is done.  I have given this message to the World.  I thank you all for reading this.

La Mystère Tisné IX

When a French composer dies, his works enter what is called "Purgatory".  This is a ten to twenty year period in which his music is largely forgotten until somebody notices that something is good and isn't being played.  Then it starts to re-enter the repertoire.  This is generally a grace period of a few months after someone's death, where concerts that were planned before their death are going on or memorial concerts are presented. 

Antoine's entrance into purgatory was immediate, abrupt and completely clear.  I remember watching the televised "Victoires de La Musique Classique" awards show in 1998, during which they read the names of the composers and other musicians who had died that year.  Antoine wasn't mentioned.  This shocked me, but he didn't have only friends in the Music World and it would seem that his passing and the act of throwing his music into the trash-bin of history was something that was perhaps convenient for certain people. 

That Fall, I met Niemann for coffee.  We met at a small café near Châtelet.  I hadn't seen him since the funeral.  We were two, very different people and the only real connection we had was Antoine.  I think that I was hoping that maybe he could explain certain parts of who Antoine was to me.  But I understood by his questions that he was as puzzled as I was.  I told him what I could, but I didn't have the answers he needed.  He couldn't answer my questions either.  And there we were with this huge hole of grief between us, with nothing to say.  I knew that we wouldn't become friends.  It just wasn't possible.  I've seen him four or five times since.  I wish him well.  I think that he was the person who was the most hurt by this whole business.  I hope that he has found a way of living with that.

Niemann gave me a  manuscript of a work for piano (not one of the neatly copied manuscripts which were the final product, but a working manuscript with things crossed out, modifications etc) and a black sac.  In it were Antoine's decorations, which he had wanted me to have  When I got the sac home, I took them out and in the bottom of the sac was Antoine's Prix de Rome medal.  It was the one thing that he had prized the most.  It sits on my piano now.

In November, 1998, we played the première of "Offertorium pour Chartres"  It was on a very dark night with mist rising among the spires of the Cathedral.  I have always loved Chartres, feeling a kind of telluric force coming out of those old stones.  There were two premières that night, "Troppi per Chartres" by Gian Paolo Chiti and Antoine's piece. I played with the Chartres Quartet.  The movements were all titled for aspects of Chartres:  Sculputral with it's huge monumental chordal passages in the string quartet and more melodic material in the saxophone.  La Porte des Mystères, which illustrates one of the doors leading into the Church.  The Central "Offertorium" movement which ended with a long unison song in the strings.  The "Temptation" movement altered highly structures histrionics with some beautiful choral writing. And the final "Tree of Jesse", based o the famous stained-glass window which traces the ancestors of Christ from an opening unison in the quartet which opens to a lyrical, yet violent outburst.  It is a gigantic, sprawling work in the image of the Cathedral itself. 

This is not easy music, even for musicians.  As with everything Antoine did, it is entirely without concessions and you have to take it at its own terms.    But the journey, for those who take the entire voyage, is well worth the trip.  I don't think that one can speak of '"success or failure" with a work like this  it simply is.  I'm not sure if we, the musicians completely understood the depths of this piece.  I don't know what the audience thought.  There was warm, but polite applause at the end of the concert.  But i'm not certain if that was more a memorial to Antoine himself rather than a reaction to the piece itself.   I believe a recording was made, but I've never heard it.

The next month, I found myself in another Cathedral.  This time Notre Dame in Paris.  Françoise was to play the complete "Altamira" for organ, a piece which describes the cave paintings in Spain.  This was a unique performance, since Françoise was the person who knew the work the best in the World (I believe that this is probably still the case today!).  And the Great Organ at Notre Dame, rebuilt by Jean-Thierry's father and then by his brother, was one of the few instruments in the World that could do this music justice.  For example, the piece requires that the pedals be split into two registrations and Notre Dame was one of a few organs where this was possible.  It's always been formally forbidden to record the organ at Notre Dame without the permission of the Titular organists.  But we knew that we would never have this kind of chance again, so we bent the rules a bit.  Jean-Thierry had run the Sunday Concert series and knew where the plug for the built-in mics was located.  We plugged our portable TASCAM into this and recorded the whole thing.  We knew that it could never be used, but we wanted to keep a trace of this work.  I still have this recording on CD.

And Jean-Thierry went to Françoise's right on the Great Tribune, helping with the registration.  I was on her left and turned the pages.  It felt like the right thing to do.  When the last final cluster with the  Great Organ with the Chamades roaring, I thought that I had never in my life heard anything so absolutely violent and yet so perfectly suited to the subject matter.  I do hope that someone decides to play the Concerto for organ and strings that Antoine wrote for Cochereau, the late Titular Organist of Notre Dame.  I would love to conduct this...

Without Antoine, the opera project fell through.  We tried to replace him with Joseph-François Kremer, but the organizers lost interest.  The project evaporated, leaving only Pierre Dubranquez's libretto, which I have on my work desk.  It's something that I need to write.

We took Joseph-François with us to Baku, with Françoise and myself.  I think that Antoine, with his obsession with fire in his titles would have felt right at home in the "Land of Fire".  We spoke of him often.  During the final concert at the German Church there, Françoise and I played "Psalmodies" for Saxophone and Organ, our Warhouse.  We were there in late March, during Novruz, the Kurdish New Year Festival.  During this time, people light bonfires and try to jump over them three times for good luck.  So, what happened next was completely surprising, but it also made some sort of sense.  When we began the piece, a fire was lit right outside the Church's windows   As the piece unfolded, the fire burned brightly outside the windows....and as the echo of the piece's final violent outburst disappeared in the shadows of the Apse, the fire went out.  This is the recording that you can hear on the recording that I put out a few weeks ago.  The organ isn't a great instrument by any means, but I think that some of that atmosphere is present. 

And then, Life took it's course.  There is a huge amount of work to be done in French music, work which only a crazy person such as myself would think of doing, because there is no money really to be made.  Well, maybe if you have a lot of it....but promoting New Music is a thankless task and the composers who are alive and need to eat are competing for those same concerts with people who are no longer around to insist on their due.  So, my attention was drawn elsewhere:  Tailleferre, including a year spent reconstructing her Opera "Il était un Petit Navire", Thérèse Brenet, Richard Faith, my younger composers (Carson Cooman, Philip Goddard, David Soomons)....not to mention my own music, finally having decided to stop telling myself stories about not being able to write music and start doing what I had always knew that I should be doing.  I did some of the Monodies in Concert, but it didn't have the same urgency. And quite frankly, it hurt to go to the place where I needed to go to play this music.  I did it less and less.

Before you know it, years pass and you're light years away.  I kept the Prix de Rome medal on my piano.  I kept the letter with my important papers.  I didn't think too much about Antoine, because it was still an open wound.

And then one day I got an email...

La Mystère Tisné VIII

So, Antoine had died.  So we had to arrange the funeral.  Niemann asked me to come back to Paris to perform.  There was the Soprano Soloist for the "Chant des yeux".   I remember her telling me that she thought that she had made Antoine sick one evening when she invited him to her home for some homecooking from the South-West, where both she and Antoine were from.  I assured her that this definitely wasn't the case.   There was Françoise Lévechin.  And I was to play the second Monodie for A Sacred Space.  

So, we played the ceremonie.  Since this was the beginning of August, there were very few mourners.  I remember Suzanne Giraud, who came up to the organ loft to thank the musicians afterwards  The actual buriel was in the Parisian cimetary in Pantin.  It was private and I don't even think that we were invited.  It didn't matter anyway, at this point. 

And after that, I did something that I've regretted since. There was another composer who was quite close to Tisné.  I was aware of that, but at the end of the ceremony at the Church, this composer said "we should start an association to promote the works of Antoine Tisné, to make sure that his works live. ". I must admit, I lost my composure at this point.  After having done just this for months, I couldn't accept that this person (who should have known better, really)  couldn't have understood that something should have been done  before; now now.   It was too late.  Antoine was dead and nothing could change that  So, no there was no "Friends of "Antoine Tisné" association.  This is not to say that there were no "friends" of Antoine Tisné,  It's just not one of us who were the real "friends" of Antoine Tisné had the heart to do what "the friends of X" usually do, which is to take control of the Estate.  We couldn't do this.  Which is not to say that we bad nothing to say.  I'd seen this too many times before not to be so stupid as to be part of this kind of thing.  And I know that Antoine wouldn't have wanted us to do that anyway, independent as he was.

It was clear quite that I would not be able to find the train station, without help.  So Françoise drove me.  I don't know what I would have done otherwise.  I think that I would still be looking for the station, blind with pain.  Somehow  I got on the train to Chateauroux and back to Mouton.  I don't remember exactly how, but somehow the rest of the Summer went by without event. 

La Mystère Tisné VII

So, we were working on this opera about Franz Liszt, on his last night at the Altenburg.  Liszt is all packed and ready to leave...but he is visited (or imagines that he is visited by....) his friend Hector Berlioz.  Berlioz, at the time that Liszt left the Altenburg, thought himself a middle-aged failure.  Everything that he had done, to that point, had been a complete fiasco.  I include the saxophone in that lot, which, inspite of being the most romantic of all instruments, was a complete failure because intrigues against its inventor.  I take full responsibility for the subject matter here:  I've always been obsessed with the near-failures.  I mean, the guys who play jazz saxophone have figured it out enough to get the Girl in the end...but we "classical saxophone" nerds:  we're just complete freaks of nature.  We should not exist, and yet we do.  So, you get Liszt being driven out by the bourgois of Weimar, and Berlioz who is completely washed up in his fifties...and with that loser instrument, the saxophone, in the pit.  I mean, it's a "loser" orgasm right there?

That was my take on all of this:  but not Antoine's.  Antoine loved Liszt. I never once heard him play the piano.  But he told me that he played some Liszt every morning.  And he really, really wanted to write ths piece.  Especially since he had come to know the brilliant libretto of Pierre Dubranquez.   The roles of Liszt and Berlioz were spoken. but the eternal trio of Marguerite, Faust and Mephistopheles were sung.   He wanted to write this piece.  Not only that, he needed to write this piece, because it was an expression of returning to a tradition:  of music that was simply about what he really wanted to express, at the core of his being.  Of finally not worrying about what people were going to think and writing the music he wanted to write.

And at the same time, here I was copying "Offertorum pour Chartres".   We had to start rehearsals in the Spring of 1998, because of everyone's schedules.  And so here I was trying to get this work copied for performance.  And, with Finale 2000, it was just wasn't an easy task.  Because with every note, there was both a dynamic and an articulation.  Yet, it was quite clear to me that this wasn't what was really going on musically  "Offertorium pour Chartres" was a five-movement portrait of Chartres Cathedral.  But down at the micro level, I had to say that getting this work into publishable shape was not a great pleasure.  When you copy the work of another composer, you have to enter the emotional and intellectual space of that person....and you know exactly is going on.  And with our phone calls several times a day, I almost daily pointed out the contradictions between the musical notation and the gestures indicated in the music itself.  I know that Antoine was aware of this, because he told me so.  He apoligized for it, saying that it was too late for him to do otherwise.  I told him that it wasn't so important, since nobody could really follow all of the indications marked in his scores.  I couldn't fault him, since I had seen this before, in the works of both Clostre and Brenet.  Okay, there is such a thing as precise notation..and then there is what we shall call "too much information".  And these composers who were from the Paris conservatory after WWII had been trained to completely control everything.  They couldn't help it.  If you follow what they have to say, there is indeed music contained within this thought.  But you have to REALLY work to get there.

And sometimes I had to call Antoine during the morning. I know that this was when he usually composed.  But, sometimes, and more and more frequently, when I called, he just wasn't there.  It wasn't just that he was in "composer" mode, it was that he was in another state completely.  He was writing something and there was nothing else.  Sometimes, he understood it was me.  Sometimes not and I called him later and it was fine.  But there was a definite panic.  Something had to be done before a certain time.  So, here I was, his publisher, and we were working on the materials for "Offertorium pour Chartres"  Rehearsals had to begin sooner, rather than later.  So, they did.

But sometimes when I called Antoine in the morning to ask about notes or something else, it just wasn't that he wasn't there: it was that he was so much there that there was nothing to be done.   I have never seen his papers, so I have no idea what what going on here;...But there was a point where he was in another place and no one could reach him.  Even I, I couldn't go there.   He was so wrapped up in the act of writing music.  I've wondered since if he was trying to write himself out of his health condition, as if by magic. 

And sometime during this same time, Antoine asked me for a rendez-vous to get an important new score  We meet at "Le Cavalier Bleu" across from the Centre Pompidou.  The score is a new multi-movement piece for "beginning pianists".  It's not true.  It is not a Suite for beginning pianists.  It is a piece that seeks to not embarrass people who know how to play the piano, but which seeks to express Antoine's love for the piano itself.  The piece is called "Les Contes de le Lune Bleue".  it is supposedly a "pedagogical work".  Antoine told me this, but I did not believe him.  I understand that he was hiding behind this term of "teaching" piece to do what he really wants to do.  Yes, they are not difficult to play.  None of these pieces are more difficult than  the Sonatas of Mozart and Haydn.  That's beside the point.  This is about an intersection of writing useful music and enjoying playing the piano!

And one day around the end of February, Antoine and I had a meeting to work on the opera.  I am to arrive at 16h30 at Chatelet. And I arrive at 16h30 on the dot.  To find Antoine completely red and beside himself with anger.  "You were supposed to be here an hour before!"  I showed him my diary with the time marked in red and said "after all of the time that we've worked together, do you think that I would just leave you here for an hour alone like that?".  After calming him down, we had our meeting and I got him back on the metro, or so I  thought.

The next morning, the telephone rang: "Hello, this is Antoine Tisné.  I'm in the hospital.  You won't believe it, but I fell asleep in the metro.  AND the policeman who found me thought that I was DRUNK!".  So, we sidestep aside the whole experience....but what does Antoine really want?  He wants five notebooks similar to those used by children for solfège classes.  And he wants them today, so I get dressed and go buy these kinds of notebooks.

So, here we were in March, Antoine had gotten out of the hospital  Adn we were due to begin the first rehearsals for "Offertorium"....and here I had copied this incredibly complex score....and Antoine wasn't interested in that;  he was only interested in the gestures and characterizations  of the music itself.  And so we had our rehearsal, in a conservatory somewhere in the southern suburbs of Paris.  Antoine needed to hear this piece.  And here we had this incredibly complex score....and the composer said NOT ONE WORD about the notes nor about the rhythms.    It wasn't that he didn't care: he did.  But all of that was beside the point.  There was the gestures that needed to be made;  That's all he wanted.  The rest:  well, let the chips fall where they may. 


From March to May, there was a series of hospitals.  Jean-Thierry went sometimes without me.  I went without him. In Antoine's hospital room, I met people who I had never seen before including the painter Nicole Proop  who had painted the painting which inspired "De la Nuit à L'Aurore.".  I quite liked her....because it was clear that she loved Antoine.  I'm sorry that we only met in this context.   At one point, Antoine was in a rest home.  It was clear that this was quite serious...yet, nobody talked about death or anything like that.  Antoine was charmed by the ladies who he met at tea.  He wore his brown suit and his blue tie. And we all had coffee at his rest home.

And finally he got better. Better enough to get back to composing. And so I met him at his clinic in the 14th.  He gave me a sheet of music paper  And on this sheet of paper was a series of three duos, for flutes, for trumpets and for violins.  Plus a piece for solo flute  The Five pieces in medieval modes. Antoine gave me those pieces in his pajamas, in a hospital bed.  They are in an extremely simple style, deceptively simple.  But they are the kind of concentrated focused writing that only older composers can do.  When Thérèse Brenet gave me "A Thing of Beauty...", I saw this kind of barren, yet focued writing.  Was it the influence of late Liszt that allowed Antoine to get to this place?  Was it a distilled concentration of style by giong back to simple textures after writing so much highly structured music?  I like the second hypothesis the best, myself.  These short, simple pieces are inhibited by a kind of luminous energy which is very difficult to generate even by the most talented of composers.

Later, we worked on corrections for other pieces.   One day, we were working on correction on the Seven "Petites preludes" for organ. And we got to the end of the last prelude   There was a B natural in the pedal.  And there was a C major chord in both hands.   And Antoine looked at me.  And he said "What would it change if this B natural became a C?".  And I said "that's not for me to decide.  but if that 's what you want, so be it"    So, we changed that. 

So, here we were.  I copied things as fast as I could.  And then we did corrections.  In the meantime, there was the "time of Cherries" in France.  At the beginning of May, 1998, Antoine asked me to bring him cherries.  I watched him eat them.  We had never talked about death.  It wasn't even a possibility, even though I knew that this was the final outcome.  It was the unspoken truth between us. 

When I couldn't see Antoine, Jean-Thierry went to visit him....and he has another set of secrets.  It is  not  for me to reveal these. 

All I  can say is that at the end of May of 1998, Antoine could not keep up appearances  And so one week, in the middle of a visit, in which we were trying to pretend that it was completely normal business, he griped my hand.  He looked at me as no one has ever looked at me, before or since, and he said "You are an angel who has been sent to save me".  He fixed me in the eye and said "you will come back tomorrow at 4 o' clock.  You will NOT be late".  And I said that I would.

So, the next day, at EXACTLY the hour which Antoine had given me, the elevator doors opened.   And not only only here I was, but here was Antoine, not in his pajamas but in his gray suit, with his blue tie.  With his hair slicked back perfectly.  And he lead me not back to his hospital room, but to another room next door.  In this room, there were two chairs and a table.  On the table was a piece of paper and an envelope.  And nothing else  Antoine said "I have a mission of confidence to give you" and he asked me to sit in one of the chairs   He signed the letter and asked me to read it.  I did....and then I looked at him with a questioning gaze.  He told me that I should keep this letter...that at some point people would read it and would understand the meaning.  I said that I would.  He put the letter in the envelope and handed it to me.  He lead me back to the elevator.  We shook hands.  The elevator doors closed.  My last view of Antoine was upright in a suit, completely as I had always known him  He did this for me....and I know what it cost him.  But this is how he choose to say goodbye, on his terms.

I never saw him again.

I called Niemann over the remaining weeks, giving him news to pass onto Antoine.   Until the date when we were supposed to go to Poitiers to record "Musiques Pour Un Espaces Sacré".  And so I called and Niemann told me that Antoine had said "it's about time!  At last they've gotten to that".  So, there was nothing more for me to do.  Just to wait until the end.  So, here we were in Poitiers;  set to record the first recording on the organ that Jean-Thierry's brother had restored......and finally, it couldn't be done, for technical reasons.....So we all went back to Jean-Thierry's sister's house, Mouton, tired and depressed that this project was not going to work out....and there was André, Jean-Thierry's brother-in-law, who had a message for me....Antoine had died that day 

That night, in the West wing of the house, there was a huge thunderstorm. As I lay aware watching the lightning and hearing the wind blow through the open windows, I wondered if this had anything to do with Antoine's death. 

La Mystère Tisné VI

There are fish that live at the bottom of the ocean.  These fish live under so much pressure that they explode if you bring them to the surface of the Earth. In many respects,  Antoine was like one of these fish.   I wonder if I wasn't responsible for this state, for this liberation which lead to release...but also to death. Antoine, with his brown suit and his tie, was completely uptight.  And Jean-Thierry and I, we tried to provide a space in which Antoine could feel comfortable.  We always had a great variety of people at our table:  singers, musicians, composers, others...The point was: everyone could be who they were, without judgement.  Without any sort of analysis after the fact.

I think that Antoine understood that he didn't need to prove anything to us.  And yet, I have nothing to say about his "personal life".  Okay, there was the Russian pianist who wanted to become "Madame Tisné".  And any number of other stories.   But, even though Antoine knew that he had nothing to hide from either me or Jean-Thierry, there is nothing to say here.   I believe that Antoine never had a physical relationship in his entire life.  This is not to say that he didn't want to have a physical relationship.  But, I'm convinced that he couldn't.  Maybe it was because he had TB when he was young.  Maybe it was for other reasons.  I don't know.  All that I know that is that while he was alive, I don't think that this kind of relationship was possible.  Maybe I'm wrong.  But I believe that this is true.

During 1997, Antoine did a huge favor to me.   Jean Françaix had died.  Françaix was a musical grandfather to me.  Françaix was not only someone who explained to me what music was, he was someone who explained to me who I was as a musician.   And when he died, it left a huge hole in my life, one which has never really ever been filled.  I still mourn him, and I still have work that I have to do for him, which includes releasing to the World the recording of "L'Horloge de Flore" we made together in 1992, the only time Françaix ever conducted this work.  I still can't really talk about him, although I do frequently.  My work with him was a great pleasure from beginning to end.  And during our numerous phone conversations, I told him about my work with Tisné.   

I had managed to introduce Françaix and Antoine at a reception organized by "Musiques Nouvelles en Liberté" sometime around 1995;  Both of them were reluctant to talk, thinking that the other composer was against their way of thinking.  I convinced both of them that they needed to talk, to at least shake hands, as a symbolic way of putting aside this "tonal verses atonal" feud that had be going on too long.  Their music wasn't fundamentally THAT different.  They both know Madeleine Milhaud very  well and they had the same sort of dry French wit.  They humored me and went along with it, probably just to be nice.  They actually seemed to like each other.  I spoke of Tisné to Français and of Françaix to Tisné after that.  I felt as if I had done something to heal this very profound rift.  I might have been humoring myself, but my friends played along.  So, when Françaix died, Tisné went to his funeral and stood between Jean-Thierry and I.  He knew Françaix's daughter Claude quite well and he asked me to pass on his condolences to her.  I was very grateful that he did this for me.

So, as 1998 started, it looked like we were going towards a very good year:  The première of "Offertorium pour Chartres" was scheduled for November-in Chartres Cathedral itself!-- and the rehearsals were to start in April.  In late July, Françoise and I were to go to Poitiers to record "Musiques pour des Espaces Sacrés" for a friend who was a producer with Sony records.  In the Spring of 1999 the four of us (Jean-Thierry, Françoise, Antoine and I) were to go to Azerbaijan for a masterclass and concerts organized by the French Embassy there.  And then in the Summer of 1999, "La Nuit de L'Altenburg" was to be produced in Weimar as part of the European Cultural  Capital project there.  We thought that we were going in exactly the right direction. 

1998 was also the beginning of Antoine's long-awaited retirement.  Finally he was going to be able to just compose and not have to waste time with administrative work or inspecting conservatory staff.  So, in January of 1998, we had to lot of celebrate and decided to mark the occasion.  Jean-Thierry and I met Antoine for lunch:  not on the left bank but near Les Halles, in OUR territory.  We didn't know exactly where we were going to eat, but we were going to walk around the Marais and choose a place.  Although Antoine had worked in this area for years, he had never actually visited there, only gone to his office and back.  So, the idea was to just explore and stop when we found something interesting.   For those of you who appreciate this word, we were flaneurs before it became so stylish.

We met Antoine in front of the BHV and I immediately saw that something was seriously wrong.  He was completely yellow and looked very drawn.  I asked him if he felt okay.  And he said that I shouldn't talk about it, that I was scaring him, not to mention it;  So, we pretended as if nothing was the matter.  We happened to walk past the Banana Café, a famous gay nightclub which features Gogo boys.  I'm sure that Antoine had no idea what it was, but he suggested that we go there for lunch.  I told him that it wasn't really a lunch place, but we could go some night if he wanted.  I'm sorry that I never got the chance to take him back there.  He might have liked it...or maybe not.  But the Banana Café for Lunch became a kind of "Breakfast at Tiffany's" joke in our household.  Antoine was just so naive about certain things.  In many respects, he was still the young man from Lourdes who was venturing for the first time in the Capital. 

Finally we settled into a nice restaurant and talked about the future:  what he was writing, what things were happening, our mutual friends and concerts that were going on, the progress on the libretto for the new opera.  It was a bright, joyous moment, especially since there was no talk about running back to the office or having to go inspect somebody.  As we walked him back to his metro at Chatelet, he stopped and looked at Jean-Thierry and myself and told us that we were the sons that he had never had;  As someone else who was alone in the World and as someone who will never have a son, I understood what he was saying.  This wasn't just something he said without thinking about it:  it had a specific sense, as did everything he did. 

I remembered my teacher, the great French soprano Renée Mazella who told me to always look for the flame that was passed from generation to generation.  She said that I would be given information to pass on and that I shouldn't take this lightly.  When you're 25, you don't know what this means.  When you're 35 you think that you understand what this means, but you really don't.  This information comes at a price.  You pay with your Soul and part of you never recovers.  But the part that receives and transmits the information is made stronger by the mission conferred by the transmission.  But you have to be prepared to look within the depths of who you are at the core; There is no way around this.  And if you have any flaws, these will come to the surface.  We all have flaws.  And we don't really understand what this means until we go through it.

That day, Antoine decided to give part of his message to me and  another part to Jean-Thierry.   Everything he did after this day was geared towards giving us information to pass on:  about his work, about his view of the World as a musician.....and because there was nothing else in his life, of what his Life meant.

For he was dying.  I think that he already knew this;  And he wanted to die on his own terms, independantly without having to ask for help for others;  And there was something else, something hidden that he didn't want to mix with our own relationship.  I think that he wanted to enjoy this new-found freedom to be free to think, to compose and to say whatever the Hell he wanted to say.   He liked having the freedom to finally, after all of those years of being a suit-wearing functionary to say "Fuck you.  I am not a beginner and I do not need you";   And through our work together, I think that he thought that this was possible.  At the beginning of 1998, it certainly seemed that way. 

And so we made an appointment to continue work on the opera.  And so, Life went on.